We all know that life ends some day, but what does it matter?
When feeling great, death is the last thing that comes to mind. In fact, we hardly think about it anyways. Why should we? It will not change anything! But is that even true?
Going through life and believing in our immortality might have dramatic consequences, but at least the people would say things like: “This person really enjoyed life!” or “At least they did want they want!”
I do not think that the last four weeks had the potential to shatter my entire life, but I must be lying, ignoring the fact that I have questioned it all.
We go through life believing in what we claim is the right thing to do. If that is right or wrong can hardly figured out. But it’s not even important at the end of the day. The only thing that is important is how we feel and think about it.
We are chasing after dreams, not realizing that it is the process we enjoy and not the end-goal by itself. It’s not the “one day” attitude that is important, it is what is going to happen today. What can I change today? Well, getting tinder might not solve the problem, but it is a start. As long as we are alive, there is still a chance to change.
If today would be my last day, I wouldn’t be satisfied with the outcome. Ok, I was doing great on so many levels! But there are still so many open projects. What would I regret? Spending the last six years at home alone? Not driving a Porsche? Not traveling too much?
Thank God today isn’t my last day. So there is hope! Not with the girls, but for the rest 😉
See you next time!