After endless weeks of struggling with my health issue, I finally see the light at the end of the tunnel. I understand it now. Or at least believe that I do.
In life we can be so focused on our goals that we forget about ourselves. In my case it makes sense now. I was working too much! I was stressed out! I was running on overboost for too long. That life can be stressful sometimes is fine, but when life becomes this never ending struggling, our bodies will rebel. If we do not give ourselves the time to recover, our body will take it himself.
My body is just reacting to the life I live. So, I need to slow things down. I have to worry less! Relax more! Enjoying life at its fullest. And honestly, life is great! I love what I do! I love how things are! Body I am expecting too much from myself. Sure, I always do that with everything that I do. But at work there is just so much I have to learn and practice first. Therefore, it’s just not possible to know it all. At least not after such a short time in the job.
I need to learn to calm down. To relax and enjoy the process instead of always looking forward to the next big thing. With a little bit more time I will be back in the game!
See you next time!