It’s really going on my nerves, believe me. We have figured out what I don’t have, but apparently not what I have. Well, the list of possible problems gets smaller, that is at least something. But life has to go on, right?
It’s not that my mediation habit gets interrupted much by my issues but it changes the focus and effort it takes. And true, sometimes I wonder why I am still pushing through. I could also just stop and die or at least stop this mediation thing.
Not knowing what you have makes things more difficult. You start to worry. You start to think about the most dreadful things that comes to mind. It’s not that serious I hope but it’s definitely going on my nerves!
See you next time!