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Dear diary, today I did …

Just kidding, it’s not particularly interesting what I do, is it? Or when was the last time you asked yourself: “Wait a minute, what is Andreas doing all day long?” Right, you did not ask yourself! Why would you? You already know the answer! He is probably hustling through an imaginary holiday schedule that is keeping him busy.

Wow, I am impressed! You are knowing me way too good!

But how would you react if I tell you that it is different this time? You don’t believe me? Ok, you got me! But I am trying to calm down and relax! I have scheduled it! Oh god, that sounds so stupid… What the hell is wrong with me?

It’s 10:30 am. Other people wake up late during their holidays, but I am not one of those other people. I got up somewhere around 5:40 am. I did a two hours home gym workout, I went for an eight km walk, I had breakfast and now writing these lines. I could feel good now and relax for the other part of the day, but my program hasn’t even started. It’s not that I have to do all of this, but I need to.

I have goals to reach, I have skills to acquire, I have lessons to learn.

Sometimes I’m having the feeling of missing out. But those moments are soon over when I realize how far I have already come. We are all free to do whatever we want. And this is simply what I want, deal with it! Next in line? Probably chilling in the pool. That is what I say, but what I mean is this. Swimming for half an hour or so and listening to something productive in another language. Well, it’s a wonderful day, I better get going.

See you next time!