Actually it sounds quite weird when saying it like this, but enjoying life is skill I still have to learn. I am wasn’t borne this way, I haven’t grown up this way and now I suddenly have to change my mindset? How am I supposed to enjoy the moment when I haven’t reached all goals on my list?
Others go on vacation enjoying the two weeks off from work. I go on vacation already seeing the moment it will end right in front of my eyes. It’s not that I can’t enjoy the moment, oh, wait, no, that’s exactly what I am struggling with. You can give me a Porsche 911 and tell me to enjoy the drive. For sure I will enjoy the moment. But I will not be able to live in the moment. Instead I am already seeing the moment the Porsche will leave without me. Life is an ongoing process of events. Good moments, bad moments, funny moments, you got the message. But I am never really there. I am never really in the moment. And so I have to learn exactly that. To be in the moment, to enjoy the moment. To think about this moment but nothing else.
See you next time!