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It took me a while to understand that things had to change. Change doesn’t only come from within. Situations change, outside factors play a major role in our lives. But this change truly comes from the within.

For too long I tried to stay way below the radar. To let people do whatever they wanted. I would have backed out of the situation or argument whenever I could. Why? Because I am afraid. Afraid about what exactly? And that’s the thing! I don’t even know. Maybe I am afraid about it all? Life wasn’t easy for me. I tried to fit into a world I just don’t really fit into. I can’t pretend to be someone if that’s not who I am. And so I stopped pretending. I am just who I am. I say what I think. I do what I think is the right thing to do. I change things if I don’t like them. It’s my life that should represent who I am, not who other people think or hope that I am.

And so things will change once again. I will have a new job. I will spend more time absorbing everything there is to absorb. Learn new things, do new things, change the way I see things. It’s time for a change.

See you next time!