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Sometimes I feel stupid. Really stupid! Am I the only one in this god damn world with those constant problems? It could be so easy! I could enjoy my time! Do my stuff. Waste my time like all the others. But I can’t. I always prefer the hard way. The extra mile. And while doing that stepping over my limits constantly.

I know that this has to change. I have already changed a lot. But unfortunately I do not really get the results that I was expecting. Quite the opposite, to be honest. It’s just getting worse. So I have to change even more? Or stop doing anything all together? I don’t get it. Really! Why?

Can someone explain to me? How can you do nothing and relax? How do you know when to stop?

See you next time!