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It’s time for a week off, seriously! Not that I wouldn’t enjoy working! I love it! But after a while I feel this inner demon getting more powerful. I do a job that can be frustrating sometimes. No, I correct myself, that can be frustrating all the time. The reasons? Too numerous to explain, but generally speaking a combination of things that we all know. It would be so easy! Honestly, I don’t understand what some people think they are doing. If you do not have structure in this job, you shouldn’t be doing it. And so instead of getting the support that I need, I have to do the most of the tasks on my own. Well, I am working too much. But I have to finish the tasks! Of course! But for long, this can not continue to be like this. I also learned my lesson. Or still learning it. I need to accept that we can’t change the system. I can project my expectations onto others. I need to let them doing their tasks, even though this means redoing the tasks 2, 3, 4, 5 or even more often.

As you can see, I need this break to get back in harmony with myself. I need to take a step back and look at the big picture again. How can I improve the situation? What can I do to make them understand their tasks better? Well, I will have the next week to think about that. This and doing some other things you do when you have a week off. Garden work, appointments, tire change to summer tires.

See you next time!