dream | act | succeed

I have come to a point in my life once more, that is demanding a drastic change from me. My body isn’t healthy and doesn’t want to move on like this forever. I can see the signs for centuries, but lately it gets out of hand. It’s time for me to react! No or never, as they say. But working on your health isn’t as easy as it might sound. Actually it’s a pretty hard thing to do! At least in Germany where the health system sucks.

But I need to change it all! Starting with myself of course. My lifestyle needs to change. My nutrition needs to change. My way of living needs to change. I have quite some activities in my life that I need to stop doing! Others I have stopped on my way and need to pick them up again. But it’s not just me that needs to change. I also need to change my doctors. I need to find people that are actually interested into helping me. Well, sounds easier than it is! Finding a doctor is one thing, but finding a good one something else entirely. My problem is that you don’t see it. It’s not like a broken arm or a visible damage that can be seen easily. It’s a variety of problems that I don’t know where they are coming from and what was first. A very important thing to know, as I have figured out lately. I know that I have certain problems for a while, but I don’t know why I have them. What is causing what? What was first? Well, I think I just need to do it the old school way and go from one doctor to the other.

See you next time!