dream | act | succeed

Whatever I do, it doesn’t seem to make any sense. One day I feel better, the other day it’s worse again. There is something seriously wrong with me and that’s not really getting better by trying to meditate, is it? Of course! If I would really be the master of my mind I could just bled the symptoms out of my life, but honestly this behavior has brought me into this situation. For too long I am trying to find a way that’s not meant to be. I will try to continue practicing meditation things! Honestly, I do it every day for multiple times! But it’s not really helping me at all, or I don’t recognize the effect.

See you next time!