dream | act | succeed

Someone could assume that I feel a bit better today. Well, not really. I mean, it’s funny to say that. I feel better, yes! But better is not really better. The problem feels just different. It’s not gone. But of course it isn’t. It will take some time to heal. Time I have! I need to have. At least I am seeing doctors again. Let’s see what they will say. Let’s see if they have a better idea of what is going on and what I could do against it. Work in progress!

I am definitely not satisfied with the way I deal with the issue. I am loosing it too often. I go out of my normal mindset! I feel frustrated and negative. Especially during the nights when I wake up in pain and panic. Well, I keep you updated!

See you next time!