dream | act | succeed

It looks so clean, so smooth, so elegant. 2000 is a fine number! At least if you are asking me. It was the beginning of a new time, a new millennium! I can still remember the year 2000! At least I have one memory in mind right now. Come on, I was 5 back then! The new millennium was the beginning of a new time. A lot of things happened! Looking at my life right now, I am experiencing the same! A lot of things are changing these days! But for the good, that’s for sure!

In the past 2000 days I have been sitting here on a regular basis, bringing my thoughts on a piece of paper. Ok ok! Not literally. I am typing my thoughts into a keyboard and send them off into the World Wide Web. I release my thoughts into the unknown, the new Wild West. I am not gonna lie, it still feels strange to me! I see people reading this blog. People that come back for reading my thoughts. People I don’t know get to know me and my problems. It’s like a big therapy session! A long one at least! I hope you don’t send me a bill one day!

The project has turned out to be different. I have started this program in order to grow, personally. I have been growing a lot, personally! In fact, I have reached a lot of goals I had in mind. I am getting closer to whom I want to be. But only recently I understood something important. Changing who you are starts by accepting who you are in the first place. For too long I have been trying to ignore major characteristics of my personality. It’s not the fight against those features that is important, it’s the acceptance what you have to deal with and the arrangements of yourself to grow personally and for the better.

This project will continue into the future. There is no doubt about that! There is still a long way to go. In fact, I haven’t learned as much in the past, then I do learn these days. Our body is an excellent instructor. It sends us little notes, some call them signs. You can ignore the first one. Maybe also the second or third. But, and I hope you are familiar with the Harry Potter Part 1 story. One day or another you can’t ignore the letters any more and they will literally fly into your life like in the movie when Harry finally gets his invitation for the school of Hogwarts.

2025 will be an awesome year! I am turning 30 years old in February! For that moment I will give myself a very special present. A present I have worked for the last 12 years. One major motivator throughout the hard days at university and work. I buy myself an Audi RS3. If the production plan will not changed again, it will be done by the 14.02.2025. Meaning that I might have it already at the end of February or early March. We will see. But there is more! So much more!

To all my readers! Thank you so much for following my journey through life! I wish you all a great 2025! If I can do it, you can do it too!

See you next time!