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WTF is wrong with me! Honestly! What the hell is this stupid thickness. I really don’t get it at all! Am I not doing enough already! Is this still not the solution! My problem is back! Completely! Fuck this shit, honestly! What the hell is wrong with me! What do I not see? What do I do wrong!? I don’t get it! I am meditating for over a month now! I can see the benefit. I can see how it calms me down. But how is this supposed to help me when my body is sick and gets sick again and again!? I don’t want this any more! Honestly! Something has to change quickly before I freak out. What the hell is wrong with me!?

See you next time!