dream | act | succeed

Now that I turned thirty recently, I try to see the world with different eyes. Age is not really a measure of knowledge. The only advantage comes from life experience. Time spent doing stuff. That my problems wouldn’t magically disappear is clear! But it does seem to be the miracle I have been waiting for. The true story is of course, that change has to come from within. It’s us that need to change. And yes, we change over time! A lot!

It is fair to say, that I am making progress. I have started to understand. But still I let my emotions guide me. I let the world around me influence my day to day life. I let outside factors have a direct impact on myself. Stupid me! Honestly! I feel so stupid for letting this thing happen to me over and over again. The only solutions I have found so far are either distracting myself or suffering through.

Well, I guess I still haven’t learned my lesson. I still have not understood.

See you next time!