dream | act | succeed

Only recently I have noticed how stupid my behavior must look like to normal people. “Why do you make such a big deal about it?”, is only one thing I hear. The problem is me. Or rather my mindset towards things. It’s an inborn thing. I have it since my early childhood. And since then it makes life difficult for me.

It’s me that has to make the change. So far I understand. But how? This is the tricky question to answer. So far I struggle with this part a lot! What do I miss? The overall picture I guess. No, actually it’s that! My body goes into some kind of a nervous state when there is nothing to worry about in the first place. I have a problem with being myself. Accepting myself. Living the life I want to live.

I really have to start working on this. I need a new guideline. A new mindset. A new way of dealing with life.

See you next time!