dream | act | succeed

I don’t want this post to sound like a therapy session, but sometimes I think this is really what is going on. I mean, what am I doing here? Reflecting on myself. Trying to find a way to get better. Talking about what is going on inside my head. If you are asking me, it sounds a lot like a therapy session. I focus, not for the first time, but as consequent as ever on my well being. I just want to feel normal, healthy, free of all these worries and thoughts. Will I finally have such a day? Will I get close? From what I understand so far, I am getting closer. I see what is going on. I understand the pattern. I just don’t know why and what I can do to make it go away. I mean, I have an idea, a concept in mind. But implementing this into my life, not as easy as it might sound.

For step number one I have to let go. Letting go of any expectations. Letting go of any dreams, hope, worries, fears. Just live, man! Just do your thing. One task at a time. One step after the other. How difficult can this be?

See you next time!