Believe it or not, but we did some more tests this week and they were positive. Finally! “Endlich!!!” Is this really a moment to feel happy? I am confused, even a little bit overwhelmed. Do my problems really have an explanation? Is it not just stress and mind? Honestly, it’s difficult to say right now. I am too deep into the topic to know, that everything is connected on this side of the equation. You can’t do one step without effecting the others. But what if the beginning of it all is not a mental problem after all. With my test results I have finally something I need to be careful with when eating. I can finally ask people for help and change my diet accordingly. It has to get better now! It just has to!
See you next time!


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