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It’s not easy for me to live in the present moment. I am always two many steps ahead of myself. Why? I don’t know why. This is what I always was. Instead of experiencing the present moment, I was already looking forward to the next thing. Most of the time the next negative thing. That I have to change is clear. But how?

It’s not enough just to tell myself how stupid I am. It’s also not enough simply to enjoy everything that I do the moment I do it. I think what I need is someone or something that get’s me out of the tunnel view. I need to start looking left and right. Enjoying my days more. Enjoying every thing I do the moment I do it. Without looking at the time. Without looking at what comes next. I need to stop making all those plans. Living into my days. Living into my life.

See you next time!