dream | act | succeed

For years, I felt like being the person that needs to adjust. At work, in my free time. I have slowly but gradually given in to every outside force that was pulling or pushing at me. That this isn’t the smartest thing to do is obvious to everyone, but I somehow have still managed to loose my own identity on my way during that time. I have cut ties with my own self, or have accepted my faith. I have given in to my symptoms and let them decide over my daily life.

Escaping is especially difficult.

Now that I want to go out of there, I am looking for possible options. Options that are not easy to take, and which are even more difficult to keep up with. I have to stop fighting against myself and instead find a compromise in between. Life could be so much better and I know it. I just need to start changing to the person I actually are.

See you next time!