Category: Allgemein
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#2213 THE THING ABOUT MY PROBLEM

Understanding what is going on is the key. I understand this now. But understanding what is going on is still not the same as solving the issue. I am willing to change and I am changing right now. This will be the deal. This will get me out of this…
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#2212 A DAY IS JUST AN ILLUSION

We define a day by certain rules. There is a certain time span. A name. A date. There are rules to follow and of course we follow them. But a day is, however you twist and turn it, an illusion by itself. Look at animals for a second. Do they…
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#2211 AWARNESS

We see what we want to see. We see what is on our mind. We see what we like. We see the world through our filter. Life is happening outside of our comfort zone. Life is happening all around us. We go through life not seeing it all. We only…
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#2210 THE NEW WAY

That I was trying to change things in my life isn’t really new. That we are all constantly trying to change things in our life is considered normal. The only difference might be, that I have to change a lot more then I wanted to. It’s about time to listen…
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#2209 APARTMENT SEARCH

Gosh, it’s complicated, time consuming, really an unnecessarily complicated process. It’s not my first time moving somewhere. In fact, it will be the 5th apartment I have to find. The process is clear. There are various websites and tools. The only problem? Once you find something nice and start contacting…
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#2208 SUNDAY MORNING THOUGHTS

It’s early today, at least for normal people. 6 am is kind of a normal time for me to get up. Especially on warm summer days when the midday heat is trying to kill us. I am working on myself. I am trying to make things better. I will also…
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#2206 FINDING A WAY

My body wants this change so urgently, I got all the signs! I do not longer ignore my body. I do not longer look away. But it’s still so hard to understand the message. It’s still so hard to understand what it wants to tell me. I have made my…
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#2205 KEEP ON PUSHING

Life is hard to me. But life needs to be hard to me. Otherwise I don’t learn. Otherwise I don’t change. Otherwise things go on as they are. See you next time!
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#2204 HOME IS WHERE YOU ARE

Home is what we call the place where we live. The place that we grow up in. The place we feel save. But home can be everywhere, home is where you are. You can tell this to your wife and make some extra points, but you can also tell this…
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#2203 FOCUS ON MYSELF

The first person that needs to change is myself. I have been hiding my personality. I have been living behind thick curtains. I lost touch to the world around me. I let my thoughts take over the steering wheel. I lived in fear. I still do. I let my sickness…
