Category: Behind The Blog
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#2195 A DRASTIC CHANGE
I have to change a lot in my life. No, actually, I want to change a lot of things. It’s for the best! I am sure about that! But first I need to figure out what I want. What do I want to spend my time with? What do I…
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#2187 RELAX
Why is it so hard for me to relax? What has happened to me in my youth that made me like this? Sometimes I really wonder why I am like I am… When did it start and why can’t I change it? The funny thing about it is, that it…
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#2176 OLDTIMER
Am I ready for an oldtimer? I always loved driving around in old cars. They have so much character and a unique design. Something modern cars lack. Don’t get me wrong, my RS3 is perfect. But that’s the thing. It’s too perfect. It’s lacking character. It’s lacking the “slow down…
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#2175 A NEW OBSESSION
Recently I started playing chess. I know, it was an accident. My gf introduced it into my life. Sure, I have played it once or twice in my youth, but that was that. Now I really want to dive deeper into the world of chess. Why? Because it might help…
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#2170 TIME FOR MYSELF
There comes a time in everyone’s life where the only question is not if, but when. I guess I have reached this point now. In order to get out of here I have to take action. A lot more than I am doing so far. That’s why I will cut…
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#2167 TIME WELL SPENT
We read about it everywhere. It’s the only thing we really have. Time! But who knows how long we really have? Do we use our time? And I don’t mean in a time optimizing or efficiency increasing way. When was the last time you just did something and really enjoyed…
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#2166 WORKING ON MYSELF
There is a lot going on in my life. Nevertheless, it’s me who needs to adjust. I have to change the way I do things. I have to change the way I think. I have to adapt. It took me a while to understand, but I think I am on…
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#2163 THE WIZARDLIZ SCANDAL
Wow, what a topic to write about. I know! I know! You are probably wondering how I know. But I have a gf and sister, so that’s that. Of course I know. I am not living behind the moon, even though sometimes I think I do. So what is this…
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#2156 POSITIVE RESULTS
Believe it or not, but we did some more tests this week and they were positive. Finally! “Endlich!!!” Is this really a moment to feel happy? I am confused, even a little bit overwhelmed. Do my problems really have an explanation? Is it not just stress and mind? Honestly, it’s…
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#2154 FEELING BETTER?
It’s time for a little update on my health. Do I feel better? Sometimes yes! I have done a couple of more tests and visited another doctor. I don’t have the results yet, but I keep on fighting. I try my best! I promise! The longer I think about it,…
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