Category: Behind The Blog
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#2097 PLANTING A TREE
Not that I would care too much about the environment lately, but I always wanted to have a bonsai tree. I don’t really know where this is coming from. I listened to a podcast about them years ago, but that wasn’t it. I think it was seeing those little trees…
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#2093 COOKING
I wouldn’t say that whatever I am doing in the kitchen can be called cooking. But I mix certain ingredients together and there is something coming out of the equation. At least most of the time. My cooking skills are more of the cutting, boiling or frying skills. I can…
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#2086 UNDERSTANDING FEAR
What is fear? What is it that makes us being afraid? Understanding fear is where my focus lies these days. Why? Because I want to get rid of it! At least the negative fear. My main problem is somewhere within myself. It’s a mindset I have developed. Symptoms I have…
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#2078 THERE IS WORK TO DO
Knowing that I have to work on myself is one thing, but actually working on myself is something else entirely. Trust me, I know what I am talking about, trying to change something every day. There comes a post to mind, that my gf showed me some weeks ago. There…
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#2076 GOT SICK…
It got me after all… Ahhh! I was fighting it off so good, wasn’t I? I felt really good! But then it got me … But don’t worry. It’s just a little cold. It’s not really that much worse to my normal daily struggle. So I can handle it! I…
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#2072 THE OPPOSITE OF BEING CALM
Only recently I have noticed how stupid my behavior must look like to normal people. “Why do you make such a big deal about it?”, is only one thing I hear. The problem is me. Or rather my mindset towards things. It’s an inborn thing. I have it since my…
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#2071 THE PROBLEM IS THE PROBLEM?
What if the problem is the actual problem? We all know about the question of all questions. What was first? The chicken or the egg? What was first for me. The problem with my throat or the one with my stomach? I would say it is the stomach. Because the…
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#2070 FEELING STUPID
Now that I turned thirty recently, I try to see the world with different eyes. Age is not really a measure of knowledge. The only advantage comes from life experience. Time spent doing stuff. That my problems wouldn’t magically disappear is clear! But it does seem to be the miracle…
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#2069 CATCHING A COLD?
It’s fair to say that my gf had it first. It’s always the same, I guess. The moment we have some days off from our busy day to day world, the body shuts down and takes some time to rest. In my case it’s not really a problem, due to…
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#2064 A VERY GOOD DAY
It’s happening. I am picking up my brand new Audi RS3. Or in fact, while you are reading this, I already have it. The waiting has an end! Finally! I guess you can understand that I am really busy with doing other things besides the blog right now. I will…
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