dream | act | succeed

With the world fighting against COVID-19 these days, the economy seems to struggle a lot. How does the future look like? When does the situation finally change? I guess the future will stay, like it ever was, this mysterious thing nobody can really understand. We just do not know how the future looks like. How our future looks like. How things will change in one year, two years or even longer down the road than that.

For me personally, this current situation is a nightmare. I studied so hard all those years, only to receive one rejection after the other. Honestly, that is not what I have expected! This is not how things are supposed to be. But life is never how it is supposed to be. Life has its own plans with us.

And so, I am standing here alone in the rain, not finding a job after my master program. That it would be so difficult to find a job was nothing I could ever imagine. But that’s life, deal with it, right? And indeed, I deal with it. I have a temporary job these days. I am working 40 hours a week. I am doing my blog. I am doing my sport. I am doing my book. I am doing my simulator practice. I am reading. I am learning Italian. I am moving on! I do not stand still! I do not give up!

Honestly, if those companies do not want me. Hey! Whatever! They do not even deserve someone like me. If they are not able to respond to my application documents in less than 3 month, why should I want to work for them? Why do I want to support a company that can not even deal with the easiest of tasks, like sending out automated e-mails every two weeks with the current status of the application process.

Honestly, that can not be it! I do not want to become one of those people out there, living an average life with an average job and an average car. This can’t be it! This can not be the end of the rainbow! And therefore, I need to use this situation as a chance. A chance to overcome this mindset that has been planted in my head by the society. I need to break with those rules and rewrite my own ideologies.

If nobody has a job for me, why don’t I create my own one? Why don’t I start my own thing? Why don’t I try to earn money doing what I love. Doing what I like. Without the need of a company, boss, or whoever there is. This life belongs to me! And I do not plan on wasting it with doing something I do not even want to do in the first place. It is time for me to change. It is time for me to stop pretending to be a nobody. It is time for me to stop holding myself back. What do I have to loose?

We go through life with a sense for what seems to be right and what seems to be wrong. But how can we make sure that we are walking on the right path? How do we know that we are following the right dreams, the right goals, the right steps? We just don’t!

I don’t want to you to do the same mistakes as I did. I don’t want you to pretend to be a nobody. To be an average person in the masses, when at least this community knows, that you are not! We are all special! We are all having certain talents. But the average and normal life? Come on! That’s not what we want! That’s not what we deserve! I want you to wake up! Today! Life offers great opportunities, but only to the people that are willing to take their future in their own hands.

Expect more and you will get more!

See you next time!