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Whatever got me, it really got me. This thing follows me around for month by now. Months, can you believe it? But what does it want to tell me? Which lesson do I have to learn? Sometimes I think I got it back under control, but then it only gets worse. It’s not live threatening or anything like that, but it’s really hard to get through the long days at work. Something like this can not hold me back of course, but even I have started to worry. I give my body more rest. I changed my nutrition. I tried so many things. But nothing seems to work. Nothing seems to make it better. So I still have to change. I still have to do things differently. Maybe it’s the stress at work? Maybe there is something wrong? Maybe it’s just in my mind? I don’t know. I get through the days, sure. But I could imagine a more entertaining way of living. Maybe a weather change would help, but it’s winter…

I will keep on fighting. I will continue to change my life. It will get away eventually! It has to!

See you next time!