It’s fascinating to see how quickly we get there. One small issue leads to another. Let it spread through your body and mind. It just takes some time. Time to take away from you. Piece by piece. Day by day.
I was always curious about life. Why? Because I never got it. I don’t understand how you can enjoy this useless waste of time called life. Where is the point? What is the goal? Or don’t you care? Don’t you wonder?
I have changed a lot in recent years, but I have changed even more in the last six month. I am expected to change. My body and mind are telling me. I have to get rid of everything that disrupts my harmony. I am expected to enjoy life, or at least that is what I expect. But I can’t. I try. But I can’t.
I tried so many things. I tried it thousands of times. I pretended. I lied. But it doesn’t help. No! Reality is always winning the game. It’s time to change. It’s time to focus 100% on what I like and love. It’s time to stop caring about the rest of the world. I do my thing. I do what I like. I do what I want to do. I don’t listen to anyone. I am unfuckwithable.
See you next time!