I have to slow down, I know. But it’s so hard, how can people live on such a slow pace? I have to get stuff done, bam, bam, bam. I really have to learn it. Can someone teach me? How can we relax and enjoy life without any attempt to over-perform?
I just can’t stand it. That’s probably what is causing all those issues. But I will find a way, right? What about watching a TV series? A good movie. Doing something normal people would do. Going into the city, shopping, going in a restaurant or something like that. But I? I just don’t want to. I have better things to do, right? Better? I don’t know. It doesn’t really matter what we do, we never know if it is the right thing to do or not. Most likely it’s not.
I have a problem. I have it for a long time already. In fact I have it since I can remember. Will I get in control? Or is that even the problem? Am I trying to control my life too much? Am I too strict with myself? Who knows? I have to change something, that’s for sure!
See you next time!