It’s the one thing we should all be able to do, relaxing I mean. Just doing nothing, maybe even just for an hour or so. But what makes it so hard for me? My constant fear of missing out? My constant fear of not doing enough? My constant thinking that there is something more important to do? Well, pick whatever you like. I enjoy being busy. I enjoy having an agenda. Judge me if you like! Ok, honestly, I am the only one who is really complaining about this. I want to be able to switch off. To live into the day just like so many other people around me seem to do. How can this be so difficult for me?
The truth is, I really need to learn it. Otherwise my body will take its break sooner or later. Rather sooner these days, as I am getting older. Today was a good day. I did a little bit of the things I wanted to do and spent some other time with just doing whatever comes to mind. Not that I feel relaxed now, but it’s a start, isn’t it?
See you next time!


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