Looking at the world from my perspective, the world seems to be just fine.
Changing this perspective seems to be not the best idea regarding my personal well being but it needs to be done anyhow, in order to be able to understand the real world in a better way.
Living in a “perfect” world where problems are not really problems, compared to those other people have to face, I still feel kind of overloaded with the problems I have.
A change in perspective helps a lot to get back to the basis of my struggling.
I am afraid of doing mistakes, of saying something wrong, of standing out. But with this fear, I will not be able to calm down, relax and finally find a way to meditate.
Today, I will start something I used to do in the past.
Today, I will start with the “unfuckwithable mindset” again. I have done this in the past, it worked, but over time, I lost track of it. Today, this is back in the game.
“When you’re truly at peace and in touch with yourself nothing anyone says or does bothers you and no negativity can touch you”
But what does that even mean?
This doesn’t mean to become ignorant, grumpy or stop caring about others. This basically means that you are connected to what you are doing in such a way, that there is nothing that can hold you back or making you lose your balance.
I will go back to this state of mind because I figured out over the last two weeks, that everything else is just not working for me.
I will make a clean cut and start all over again on the meditational side of life. Trying to keep my focus on the right things, this will help me to get back on the direct road to success.
See you next time!