#117 20 minutes writing challenge #4 – Is this song intended to inspire me?

Again another 20 minutes writing challenge. Just me and this song. No script, no plan, no nothing. As always, listen to the song while reading.

Heavy from Birdtalker

Another day on this wonderful planet has begun. Is it a gift? This day? We will see. I get up, work on my tasks, just live my life. The tasks, nothing that serious, right? Well, mhm, not exactly. I tend to only focus on things I really want to do. Sounds naive, right? Well, that’s what I already could figure out about this life. This life is what ever you want it to be. If you focus on bad things, more bad things will happen. The law of attraction. Nothing new, everybody knows that. If they are using it actively or passively, it’s always your decision.

The weather isn’t the best today and I guess even that is underexagerated. Do I care about the weather? Not really. Why? Because I do not need to do anything outside. Today, I have quite a lot of lectures. Interesting ones! I kind of like my new University anyways. It feels so great to be able to decide the lectures you want to hear on your own. Instead of sitting in lectures that do not really be much of an interest to me, I sit only in lectures I really care for. What does it matter? It matteres the most! I do not know what to do with all that positive motivation I get every single day.

If I could change one thing in my current life, what would I change?

To be honest, I would only change one thing and this is the car I currently drive. Why? Because of obvious reasons. It is too slow 🙂 Well, isn’t that a problem with every car? Yeah, it seems like that, but this is just really slow. I mean, 101 horse power is not the end of the world, but still. Would I feel better with a faster car? I guess so. Cars mean a lot to me. I would really enjoy having a project car already with which I can start my next steps in motorsport.

But studying full time, this wouldn’t be the best idea, right? Better wait until money comes in again on the other side of the equation. Saving money is of course a very important thing, a lot of people underestimate that. If you have ever saved up a lot of money, you know what I am talking about. This feeling of not being in trouble money wise, just brilliant. It makes life easier. Well, of course this is just a mindset thing, but anyways, you get what I mean.

Well, to be honest, this song isn’t inspiring me at all. There is not a real story that opens up in my mind. It is rather just a song. Of course, that is just me and how I feel, but luckily this life is just about me.

Today will be as awesome as yesterday and the day before that. I am healthy, I have something to eat, I do not need to be afraid of getting harmed, I will not be stuck in a traffic jam, do not need to talk with people I actually do not like to talk to, there is no Boss who tells me what to do, there is nothing expected from me.

I am just my own boss. I do what I want, when I want to do it. This is how life was once supposed to be, right? Every little sheep gets a task and then just works on that task until it is done. For me, these tasks are all the necessary thing I need to do in order to reach my goals. Why am I so sure about reaching my goals? Am I mad or crazy? No, I just have realized that it is all just depending on me. I am holding the strings to my life in my own hands. I am responsible for everything that happens to me. You see, this opens up completely new opportunities.

See you next time!

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